Someone's Freedom

Broken homes

Broken dreams

Forced smiles

Empty streams

A world filled with a million faces

Everybody out and runnin their own races

A love lost while a love is gained

Someone’s freedom is someone’s pain

Broken spirited man finally found a purpose

Sweet little girl hidin behind her liquid courage

Babies bein born without their daddies

Mamas runnin the streets, oh so classy

Far too many broke homes

Every day one more broken dream

A brief exchange with a forced smile

Walkin a path next to an empty stream

 I lived in that house

And I lost those dreams

That’s my forced smile

My tears filled that stream

But now that house is broken

And those dreams are forgotten

Can’t keep forcing this smile

And refilling that stream

I'll See You In Hell

I’ll See You In Hell

House full of broken memories

And a whole lot of unseen dreams

All cuz of some trashy ass whore

But it’s my fault, I let her in the door

Oh how I hope she gives it all

Cuz I can’ wait to watch you fall

See you cryin in the corner

Broken down cuz of your stupid whore

Hell yeah I hope you love her

Knew I wasn’t what you preferred

Hope she builds you up so high

That you come crashin down like the tide

So glad that fake ass hair is what you want

She’s a pretty little thing, your trashy cunt

Spreads those legs a little too easy

But not just for you, she’s just that sleazy

Keepin on changing to be her perfect match

She’ll tell you that you are such a catch

Lyin to your face as your buyin every word

Gotta laugh as she walks into church

What a perfect little hypocrite she is

Better learn how to forgive and quick

A perfect combination of two facades

The lives you lived before just afterthoughts

I bet you think I’m really angry

When in fact, you set me free

Don’t know how else to thank you

For showin me a life I never knew

Thought you had some game at the start

And for a moment you broke my heart

But I’m more than happy to hand you over

And finally get my god damn closure

For the record, when you are broken down and alone

Don’t come crawlin back here, cuz this isn’t home

Wouldn’t take you back if you were the last one left

You could be on fire and I wouldn’t even react

I got ten long years of living hell with the prodigal son

But oddly enough, my life has finally just begun

Two perfect babies that I’ll never regret

But if I could, you’d be the first thing I’d forget

Hope you feel like you won the prize

But I see the doubt in your eyes

You already know how bad you fucked up

Funny that it’s you holding the grudge

I’m gonna keep walking forward

And watch you hidin like a coward

This smile isn’t leavin my face

Already know with you, that’s not the case

I’ve already said all goodbyes

No more tears comin from these eyes

I’m laughin as I bid you farewell

And I know I’ll be seein you in hell

Experience Joy

Experience Joy

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Take some time and dance in the rain

Make yourself look like a fool for fun

Don’t worry what they think

What does a stranger’s opinion matter

Gonna let an unfamiliar face

Try to tell you whats right or wrong

Who are they to stop you from bein you

Just roll your eyes and keep movin

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Spend so much of life

Worryin about the neighbors talkin

Wastin precious time because of people

That you couldn’t pick out of a crowd

Society says it’s wrong

Who are they to judge

They aren’t living your life

So do what makes you happy

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Stigmas and judgments fill this world

But are you gonna fit in or stand out

Gonna make your own path

Or take the one everyone else cut

Don’t wanna wake up one day

To realize life is over and it’s too late

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Forever Mine

Forever Mine

A sleeping child

Peaceful and quiet

Wanna take the truth

And hide it

Brought them into

A cold cruel world

But you never knew

These emotions would be stirred

You heart beating

In front of your eyes

The picture of perfection

Your soul on the outside

Who knew that you’d find

Purpose in such a small thing

Time to really grow up

They’re your awakening

Something you’ve never felt

A love totally unexpected

And you’d give anything

To make sure they’re protected

Gave them your name

Or maybe your smile

The sleepless nights

Are all worthwhile

You watch them grow

Teach them along the way

Doing your best for them

Hope they don’t go astray

The days they break your heart

You think back to those times

Where you watched them sleep

With tears in your eyes

The sweet and gentle soul

That you helped create

Now stands before you

Making their own mistakes

You love them through it all

No other choice available

You want their love and respect

A bond that’s unbreakable

For this is your sweet angel

The child you held in your arms

The one you’ve always loved

And kept from knowing harm

Your baby is growing up

You hope you’ve done your best

They are your heart and soul

Beating outside of your chest

The Honest Truth

Do you ever look back

At days gone by

And for no reason at all

Begin to cry

Haunting memories

You thought were long gone

Come back in a flash

And hit close to home

The road less traveled

The path unknown

Too scared to move

Too scared to be alone

A real fuckin shame

Rememberin what’s happened

This sure as hell

Wasn’t the life I imagined

A memory made

And a memory lost

Can’t pick and choose

And time won’t be paused

Maybe a little self-torture

Is good for the soul

Stickin the blade in your skin

Almost makes you whole

I got my pain

Locked away in my vault

Plenty of it there

But only some is your fault

Oh you have some guilt?

Tell me how that feels

Enlighten me a bit

Let’s see what’s revealed

Anger is just the tip

Of this iceberg

So much more there

But you share first

Wanna compare our scars

See who had it worse

Maybe my honesty

Is really my curse

Because I won’t lie

To protect your heart

Not after you took mine

And tore it apart

A little white lie

To hide the truth

I know you’re lyin

And so do you

Maybe some day

You’ll face the fact

That you made the mistake

That threw my life off track

You found the love

You’ve always needed

But walked away

Your fear succeeded

But for now we can just

Pretend that life is good

The world is perfect

Goin just the way it should