No More

No More

Maybe I really do need

A taste of freedom

Cuz all these wounds you left

They won’t stop bleedin

I’ve done it and said it all

I’ve gone through hell and back

I’d walk through fire for you

And you’re still wearin that mask

You wanna call to me?

Then you better crawl to me

You wanna get with me

Then you’re gonna fall with me

You wanna have all of me

First you gotta keep me

You wanna take me

First you gotta speak to me

Keep on sayin that your stayin

Those words you keep repeatin

Like a record keeps on playin

But I finally quit believin

Told me that you had to be all alone

Talked all about your tunnel vision

Threw me away with a message on a phone

But here we are, so what the fuck am I missin

All this back and forth bullshit

You’ve been keepin my blood boilin

Runnin outta patience to take it

And you wonder why I keep recoilin

Told me I turned your world upside down

Promised me a forever that you never meant

Told me it was all the fault of that music town

Still standin in front of me cuz you never went

And now you’re move on, leavin me behind

She looks so impressive but I’m still confused

Always wonderin if I’m stuck on your mind

And rememberin how I’m bein misused

You want me to trust you

Then throw it in my face

So many answers left overdue

Can’t handle this unending pace

So tonight I’m finally sayin

What I really wanna say

Fuck your feelings and fuck your stayin

Keep your lies and keep your clichés

You took me to the edge

Of what I could handle

And I believed until the end

The eternal flame died on our candle

I’m finally standing up

Saying no more

The seas got too rough

But these scars I will bear

They won’t ever disappear

And someone else will see

All these wounds I feared

And the damage done to me

My love wasn’t right

My words fell on deaf ears

And I’m outta fight

After this unending year

Visions

Visions

I’ve seen so many things

That haven’t happened yet

I know they are coming

Just never know when

The dreams are vivid

The visions are haunting

The messages are clear

And yet all so daunting

I saw that day in the summer

Before the snow ever fell

Wish I could’ve told you

But wasn’t my secret to tell

Blonde girl runnin in the sun

Cutest little red dress

I smiled as I watched her

Playin in the green grass

I saw that baby boy

As he was growin inside

It was clear as day

And I can still hear his cries

I gave him your name

He had your eyes

A perfect example of

An unexpected surprise

Saw those beautiful words

They were painted on ivory

Script was written in silver

It all fit together so nicely

Not sure when it’s coming

Never got any time or place

But I know what I saw

A big event that has no date

I wish I knew why

Who or when

Maybe if I did

I’d get some sleep then

But instead it’s these visions

That come from nowhere

That keep me up late and

My mind keeps goin over