No More

No More

Maybe I really do need

A taste of freedom

Cuz all these wounds you left

They won’t stop bleedin

I’ve done it and said it all

I’ve gone through hell and back

I’d walk through fire for you

And you’re still wearin that mask

You wanna call to me?

Then you better crawl to me

You wanna get with me

Then you’re gonna fall with me

You wanna have all of me

First you gotta keep me

You wanna take me

First you gotta speak to me

Keep on sayin that your stayin

Those words you keep repeatin

Like a record keeps on playin

But I finally quit believin

Told me that you had to be all alone

Talked all about your tunnel vision

Threw me away with a message on a phone

But here we are, so what the fuck am I missin

All this back and forth bullshit

You’ve been keepin my blood boilin

Runnin outta patience to take it

And you wonder why I keep recoilin

Told me I turned your world upside down

Promised me a forever that you never meant

Told me it was all the fault of that music town

Still standin in front of me cuz you never went

And now you’re move on, leavin me behind

She looks so impressive but I’m still confused

Always wonderin if I’m stuck on your mind

And rememberin how I’m bein misused

You want me to trust you

Then throw it in my face

So many answers left overdue

Can’t handle this unending pace

So tonight I’m finally sayin

What I really wanna say

Fuck your feelings and fuck your stayin

Keep your lies and keep your clichés

You took me to the edge

Of what I could handle

And I believed until the end

The eternal flame died on our candle

I’m finally standing up

Saying no more

The seas got too rough

But these scars I will bear

They won’t ever disappear

And someone else will see

All these wounds I feared

And the damage done to me

My love wasn’t right

My words fell on deaf ears

And I’m outta fight

After this unending year

Visions

Visions

I’ve seen so many things

That haven’t happened yet

I know they are coming

Just never know when

The dreams are vivid

The visions are haunting

The messages are clear

And yet all so daunting

I saw that day in the summer

Before the snow ever fell

Wish I could’ve told you

But wasn’t my secret to tell

Blonde girl runnin in the sun

Cutest little red dress

I smiled as I watched her

Playin in the green grass

I saw that baby boy

As he was growin inside

It was clear as day

And I can still hear his cries

I gave him your name

He had your eyes

A perfect example of

An unexpected surprise

Saw those beautiful words

They were painted on ivory

Script was written in silver

It all fit together so nicely

Not sure when it’s coming

Never got any time or place

But I know what I saw

A big event that has no date

I wish I knew why

Who or when

Maybe if I did

I’d get some sleep then

But instead it’s these visions

That come from nowhere

That keep me up late and

My mind keeps goin over

Someone's Freedom

Broken homes

Broken dreams

Forced smiles

Empty streams

A world filled with a million faces

Everybody out and runnin their own races

A love lost while a love is gained

Someone’s freedom is someone’s pain

Broken spirited man finally found a purpose

Sweet little girl hidin behind her liquid courage

Babies bein born without their daddies

Mamas runnin the streets, oh so classy

Far too many broke homes

Every day one more broken dream

A brief exchange with a forced smile

Walkin a path next to an empty stream

 I lived in that house

And I lost those dreams

That’s my forced smile

My tears filled that stream

But now that house is broken

And those dreams are forgotten

Can’t keep forcing this smile

And refilling that stream

I'll See You In Hell

I’ll See You In Hell

House full of broken memories

And a whole lot of unseen dreams

All cuz of some trashy ass whore

But it’s my fault, I let her in the door

Oh how I hope she gives it all

Cuz I can’ wait to watch you fall

See you cryin in the corner

Broken down cuz of your stupid whore

Hell yeah I hope you love her

Knew I wasn’t what you preferred

Hope she builds you up so high

That you come crashin down like the tide

So glad that fake ass hair is what you want

She’s a pretty little thing, your trashy cunt

Spreads those legs a little too easy

But not just for you, she’s just that sleazy

Keepin on changing to be her perfect match

She’ll tell you that you are such a catch

Lyin to your face as your buyin every word

Gotta laugh as she walks into church

What a perfect little hypocrite she is

Better learn how to forgive and quick

A perfect combination of two facades

The lives you lived before just afterthoughts

I bet you think I’m really angry

When in fact, you set me free

Don’t know how else to thank you

For showin me a life I never knew

Thought you had some game at the start

And for a moment you broke my heart

But I’m more than happy to hand you over

And finally get my god damn closure

For the record, when you are broken down and alone

Don’t come crawlin back here, cuz this isn’t home

Wouldn’t take you back if you were the last one left

You could be on fire and I wouldn’t even react

I got ten long years of living hell with the prodigal son

But oddly enough, my life has finally just begun

Two perfect babies that I’ll never regret

But if I could, you’d be the first thing I’d forget

Hope you feel like you won the prize

But I see the doubt in your eyes

You already know how bad you fucked up

Funny that it’s you holding the grudge

I’m gonna keep walking forward

And watch you hidin like a coward

This smile isn’t leavin my face

Already know with you, that’s not the case

I’ve already said all goodbyes

No more tears comin from these eyes

I’m laughin as I bid you farewell

And I know I’ll be seein you in hell

Experience Joy

Experience Joy

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Take some time and dance in the rain

Make yourself look like a fool for fun

Don’t worry what they think

What does a stranger’s opinion matter

Gonna let an unfamiliar face

Try to tell you whats right or wrong

Who are they to stop you from bein you

Just roll your eyes and keep movin

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Spend so much of life

Worryin about the neighbors talkin

Wastin precious time because of people

That you couldn’t pick out of a crowd

Society says it’s wrong

Who are they to judge

They aren’t living your life

So do what makes you happy

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive

Stigmas and judgments fill this world

But are you gonna fit in or stand out

Gonna make your own path

Or take the one everyone else cut

Don’t wanna wake up one day

To realize life is over and it’s too late

Experience the joys that life offers to you

Ya only get one and no one gets out alive