Gone

Gone

Broken down

Feeling defeated

The same hollow words

Constantly repeated

When will it all end?

Trying to look up

Amongst the rubble

And chocking on the dust

This destroyed life

Used to have dreams

Now I’m left with nightmares

And my own screams

Don’t know what I have left

Don’t want to keep fighting

Tired of the anger

Want to disappear and never come out of hiding.

Blank Pages

Blank Pages

Staring at these blank pages

The ink all dried up

A love story left unwritten

Trying to find some inspiration

In a cold and empty world

Ashes of a broken heart

Left strewn about the streets

Guess after all

The doubts won out

How can it hurt so bad

That the tears can’t fall anymore

Unimaginable pain

Coupled with uncomfortable numbness

Oh this turn of events

Never saw it comin

Blindsided by the truth

As I tumbled back to earth

So many sleepless nights

Wondering how it all went wrong

Gave it all I had

Still wasn’t good enough

Just don’t know what to say anymore

Want it to be ok

Want this to be over

Want to be happy again

So much confusion in all of this

Don’t know which way is up

Drowning all alone

Maybe it is finally time

To let go

Stop fighting the rushing waters

And just be a peace