Once Again

Once Again

Once again

In love with a man who doesn’t want me

Just more memories

That will forever haunt me

Don’t know what it is

That makes me so easy to leave

I always try my best

To give and give

So much pain

So many tears

Once again

The occurrence of my fears

Here I am

Heartbroken and alone

I want to be angry

But all I feel is sadness that he is gone

Trying my best to survive

Doing what I can

Raising my babies

After another one ran

So frustrated with my life

But this is the hand I’ve been dealt

I wish I could say

This was the type of pain I’ve never felt

Do I give in

Or keep fighting

In a world

Full of thunder and lightning

So exhausted

Can’t focus

Not hungry

Stuck in those moments

Miss him so badly

Just want to feel his touch

Hear his voice again

Why does this hurt this much

I need a break

I need reprieve

I need comforting

I need some relief

Once again

I’m in pain

Every day I wish

This world could be a little more humane.