So much pain

So Much Pain

So much pain inside

I’m beginning to think

It’s the only thing keeping me alive

Every word you’ve said

Haunts me in my dreams

I can’t get them out of my head

Each and every hollow promise

All the plans we made

Those will not be missed

The memories will live on

Even though I want to forget

They will still be there years after you are gone

So much despair

So many sad tears

So many nights I’ve wished you were there

So much pain in my soul

Desperately I’ve tried to hold myself together

In a panic while trying to keep myself under control

Now it is time to be alone

Can’t do this again

Now my heart is guarded by a wall of stone.