Hate

Hate

My hate for you

Grows each day.

I never knew

I could hate another person

As much as I hate you.

There is a special place in my heart

For the two of you

Who each single handedly tore my life apart.

We were such good friends

I loved you so much

I thought we would be together until the end.

I don’t know what is going through your head

You want nothing to do with my children?

Should have thought about that before you jumped in my husband’s bed.

Unless he chooses to walk away

They will always be in his life

For all of eternity they will be his babies.

You have no say in their lives

Your words are meaningless

Because of the two of us – I’ll be the one who survives.

Don’t ever think you will matter more than me

Because if you do,

Your hopes and dreams will end in tragedy.

Go ahead and keep living in your fantasy land

Living in a world not close to reality,

Keep making your plans that are oh so grand.

Get your damn head out of the clouds

And realize they are a package deal

                              Unless he decides to walk out.

And if you try even for a second to affect their relationship

To come between my babies and their daddy

You will experience a wrath you will never forget.

My feelings for you will never get better

Until the day I die,

I will hate you forever.